Reasons why I shouldn't die:

My beautiful, smart, gorgeous and ever so needed daughter that I would never want to put a curse upon that "my mom killed herself."

My husband doesn't deserve two tragic deaths.

I love the two above so much that I can't believe the idea of self-deciding to leave them even crosses my mind.

Reasons why I shouldn't kill myself for myself:

There is a voice inside me that isn't done with being heard yet.

don't let them throw me away
-Korn - Throw me away