The Morning After
Actually, *puts hand on aching head*, I would like to appologize to the poor guy who had to listen to me ramble last night. Could ya tell I was drunk? LOL
I'm not a weirdo, I promise.

Thanx
I'd like to thank #sadboy from IRC (sorry, dont' remember the name exactly), for listening to me ramble. You mentioned something very important, that I don't have much 'weight' to my entries. I will try to be me more often. Thanks for the imput. Seriously.

Adrenaline
I'm pissed off.......at my new computer? Yes!
That thing is supposed to be new, at it gives me more shit than Noah's does. Noah tells me we need to work out the bugs, but fuck the bugs! It's supposed to be new, and work, and work better. GRrrrr

Please Tell Me What You Think!!
So this is it, my great design. Oh, with the help of a css from Glish.com of course. But hey, I'm working on understanding cascading style sheets better. This has been considerably tweeked from the css it came from. I am proud of myself.
What I do want to know is, what do you not like about it? Or what do you like about it? Or do you not even care? lol
I know it doesn't size to screen well in anything less then 1027x768......basically, if you are viewing this at a 600x800 resolution, the right border goes to the bottom.
And another thing, does the colors hurt your eyes? I like 'em. But of course after spending a few hours starring at this computer tryin to make all this work, my head is getting a little dizzy, so my judgement isn't quite right. Let me know. I'm open to comments.
Thanks!

Ansy
I'm going to try and change the template tonight.......lets all just pray.

New Puter!!!
We finally got the new computer working, and here I am. Not like you can tell the difference, but I sure can. Going from a 650mhz to a 1.8mhz is a BIG difference! Everything runs really smoothly. The only thing I hate is this keyboard. I think midgets designed the arrow keys, they are tiny and squished together. It's gonna make it hard to play astroids with. Anywho, I'm gonna work on the new face for my blog on Monday. I have the details all mapped out, now it's just trying to get the blogger mumbo jumbo to work with my mumbo jumbo. I did the template myself :)
I'm so proud of myself. I guess I shouldn't get too much on my high horse, it isn't up yet.....lol
Noah still has his computer, it's across the livingroom from we. We are hooked together using a wireless router, which was (and still is) a giant pain in the ass. But it keeps us hooked so we can play games and be on the internet at the same time. Pretty cool, we don't have to fight over the computer anymore. Yeah, I know, we are computer addicts, what can I say. He's into the games, I'm into the web, just your typical modern day (obese) happy couple......lol

hehehe.....I like my new snowman banner.......hehehe

Starting to Feel Better
I'm beginning to feel a little better. My throat still hurts, and I'm still talking funny, but it's not as hard to swallow. I feel like I have a scab on my throat. Icky. I'm afraid if I swallow too much I might 'pick' the scab off and it'll get worse. I hate sore throats, but not as much as I hate doctors who tell you "it's just your sinus' draining down your throat causing the pain". Yeah, that may be true if I have severely toxic sinus drainage that is burning sores in my throat. That might explain the blood I was spitting up. Okay okay, I'll quit. I know it's gross. But thats what I've had to deal with the past few days. Not fun. Hopefully I'll be good as new by Monday. I'm not doing anything this weekend.

Good News
I'm getting a new PC today!! Noah ordered all the parts last weekend and they should be arriving today. Noah wants me off his computer, so he bought me my own.....hehe
We bought the case at Compusa. It's really cool, mostly black with a silver front and a 3part window on one side with a fan in the middle. It also came with a 350 watt power supply. Noah is building it part by part, so here are the other parts:

Processor: AMD Athlon 1800+
Motherboard:Gigabyte GA-7VTXE DDR
Ram: 256 MB DDR 2100
Hard Drive: Seagate Barracuda 80 GB
Video Card: ATI Radeon 7500 64MB
52X CD-Rom Drive
Monitor: KDS 17" X-Treme Flat

Pretty cool, eh? Noah keeps whining cause he got me a better video card than he has. I told him we could switch, he's the one that plays all the games, but he's like "no no, I got it for you". Okay, I'll take it! On Monday I'll prolly work on making a new site for this blog to go along with my new computer!! It'll be fun!

Headed to the Doctor
I think I might have tonsillitis. It's extremely hard to swallow, I have an earache on the same side of my throat that hurts. I had a fever yesterday, but that broke sometime last night. Got an appointment at 9am, we'll see what the doc says. Prolly will just tell me to rest and get plenty of fluids. Doctors always tell you the darnedest things.

I Hate Winter
Such a sweet, happy, thing winter is. All except for getting sick. I hate getting sick. I feel like shit, my body aches, my throat hurts. I still have to chase mikayla around, too. Stay at home mommy's dont' get sick days. I hate being sick. blah

A Public Service Announcement
I have recently noticed the high outbreak of bobbleheads on the market. Everything from Tiny Tim, to the Osbournes, to Jesus.
You can even create your own bobblehead for $500.00.

We Must Stop The Madness!!

This merchandise is spreading like wildfire. We all must begin practicing safe shopping, or we will all be invaded by bobbleheads. Please do your part.

This public service announcement has been brought to you by the makers of Ferby

Cute Breed
No one in their right mind gets up this early on a Saturday morning. Except of course, mikayla. She doesn't like to miss her morning cartoons. I will retrain this girl to sleep in someday soon. I guess it makes it a little better when I get to see her dance and wiggle to the 'Bear in the Big Blue House' tune. She's such a cute dancer. At only one year old she's got her favorite cartoons and she likes to dance to the themes. Before long, she's gonna be singing them. I can't believe she's growing up this fast. Don't worry, I'm not gonna try and slow it down, but that doesn't mean it isn't something that will be missed. I still wish sometimes that she was that little ball of goo that I could just cuddle and hold. And that wouldn't protest or try and wiggle away because she hasn't pushed all the buttons on the Elmo sleepytime book quite enough times yet. "Elmo's not sleepy, Elmo's not sleepy, Elmo's not sleepy, Elmo's not sleepy........over and over and over. Yes, now I miss the goo. I used to rub the top of her head with the bottom of my chin, kind of nuzzling her. I remember I used to get pimples on my face from it, but I loved to do it. She has always been my beautiful baby girl.
It's funny. I remember I used to beg my mom for a kitten. I always wanted a new kitten. They were so cute, and little, and fuzzy. I just loved kittens. But I didn't have a whole lot of interest in the 4 grown cats we already had (if you think 4 is alot, my mom has 8 now). I just wanted kittens, and lots of them. Lovable, cute, cuddley little kittens, and I never wanted them to grow up. They were all just soooo cute. I would have fed them cocaine and lighter fluid if someone had told me that it would make them stay little forever. I would get mad that they grew up, and beg my mom for another kitten.
Well, mikayla is starting to grow up. No, she's not 20, she's just 1, but she's not that cute and cuddley little mush of goo that used to sleep in my arms for hours. I miss that so much. I'm thinking about trading her in for a new model. Maybe one with more hair.
LOL
Okay, I'm just kidding! She's just turning into a severe rugrat and I'm trying to make lite of the situation. My cute little, cry only when she needs something, never fight sleep, well mannered, smile all the time, little limp needy lump of happyness, has discovered that even mommy has buttons she can push. And those ones are really fun. They don't make pretty music, or shine bright flashy lights, they do something better. They make mommy run around grabbing toys and putting her in the center of a toy prison, trying to stop the insanity. They make mommy barricade the livingroom with anything she can find, boxes, sheets, clothes baskets, anything big and easily movable. They make mommy wonder why the hell she telling daddy that she wants to have more kids.
Now back to the kittens, I think it's natures way of screwing us over. Don't get me wrong, I love my daughter, and I don't regret her in anyway. But she didn't come with a warning label that read, "Will work to do everything to piss you off and I will never understand the word, 'no'". I think if his sperm stopped and said "Warning, will cause severe anguish, headaches, grinding teeth, bad eatting habits, arguements, broken sentimental and high ticket items, money loss, less free time, lost sleep, stains, discharge from every orphis, and hard core guilt trips", I might have thought twice about the whole thing.
Although, she is still really cute when she's in that half dazed stare, watching the tv, in severe need of a nap. I still wish she would cuddle up with me and sleep. Guess I'll have to get a kitten. Nature is cruel.

100 Things About Me
I finally made a 100 things about me page! Check it out!

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A Couple of Really Good Articles!
The first one talkes about the smallpox scare. The second one at the bottom talks about how Bush is going the 'roundabout' way to get Saudi Arabia. Very good read, makes ya think.

Warning: Beware of Drunk Moose

1,000 Hits!!!! WooHoo!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love you all :)

This is what happens when you tell the lady at the salon that you want a nice loose curl put in your hair.

I'm not leaving the house for atleast a month.

A New Perspective
I can't change everything around me, so I guess instead I will change the way that I look at things. I'm always talking about looking at things from a different perspective, I guess I should listen to myself more often.
My read dad had two children before he got with my mom and popped my sister and I out. Then he and my mom got divorced and he remarried and popped out two more. So he's got 6 kids, and Lana and I are the inbetweeners. Not to mention the fact that us 'inbetweeners' were never talked to until I was 17 and she was 18 yrs old. So that kinda makes things a little difficult in the happy family christmas thing. You see, his oldest daughter, our supposed half sister, Geri, is planning this Christmas party on Dec. 13th., and originally did not want to invite Lana and I. I dont' see why, she didn't have a problem inviting us to her wedding. Oh, I suppose that was just because she wanted gifts, oh, I get it now. Anyways, Geri is a different sort of person, so I hear. She is one of those 'materialisic' kinda people who don't use wire hangers. She wouldn't dare leave the cap off the milk, and God forbid the milk be on the third shelf down behind the processed cheese slices. Okay, okay, so I'm getting a little snotty here. Guess you could say I have a little bit of a problem with someone who has too many problems with other people and not enough fingers to point with. She just plain bugs me. I met her once, at her wedding of course, and she said 'hi'. That was it, just 'hi'. Sounds so mundane doesn't it? A bit overused. Anywho, so I told Al (biological pop out kids guy, half of the half of me cells), that i didn't want to go to some stupid party that I'm not really wanted at anyways. He goes and tells her, all nicey nice that we have 'other plans'. I'm sure that just busted her bubble. Thats okay, she's got plenty of bubbles lying around she can just replace it with.
The main thing that really nags at me about this situation is Al. He doesn't come down to visit Lana and I very often. But of course we have to pack up our house to go see him on the holidays. Whats up with that?? His family brings in probably about 60 or 70k a year, and that even with his new job that pays half what he made before. I just don't get it. He's supposed to be our dad, and we have to run to him? Anyways, that would be a long story I'm not going to get into. My new perspective come into play..........NOW:
You see, if I was an apple, and I fell off the tree, it's because the tree couldn't hold me any longer. So I guess I'll just sit around under the tree until someone comes and picks me up. And if they don't, I will decay, and become fertilizer for a fuckin orange tree. Thank you, good day!

Someone Please tell me what the hell this is?
Wait for it to load. It's some japanese commercial for something, maybe ketchup??